Post by LORREN CYRILLE LERIELÉVE on Oct 31, 2011 2:54:38 GMT -5
LORREN CYRILLE LERIELÉVE. NINETEEN. SOC/COLLEGE. ANDREJ PEJIC.
well hello, how are you this evening?
I’m very good, merci.
don't be so nervous. well, tell me a little about who you are?
I’m Lorren Lerieléve, eldest child or twelve. I was born May third and will be turning twenty on my next birthday. I identify as gender fluid but I’m biologically male, physically attracted to men but romantically attracted to anyone. I’m single for now and I attend college for music theory while working as a composer; nothing big yet because I wan to earn success as anyone else would.
ah interesting. well i'm loving the outfit that are wearing, tell me more about it.
Oh this? A friend made it for me. I have a lot of connections in the fashion industry so I “kill two birds with one stone” I think the saying is. I wear their designs and get amazing outfits in the process, and they get recognition when people ask this exact question. I usually wear tights with my dresses just to help conceal the more masculine aspects of my legs. The shoes are an old pair of Alexander McQueen.
well here i thought it was more expensive that that. well, let's here a little about you.
Euh, well, a lot of who I am is based around color. The colors I can see determine my mood because they give off certain feelings. If I see more red it gets me irritated because red is such an aggressive color. It’s assaulting and I don’t like it so it puts me in a sour mood. Usually I’m more blue, tranquil and calm and serene. I like to think I’m an easy person to deal with because blue is so easy for the eye to look at. But I’m also very green; jealous and spiteful. It takes a lot to get me angry or even just bothered but when it does I hold onto it. I don’t let things go and I like to get pay back. I’m passive aggressive about it though, which I wish I could change. I try but it’s who I am I guess. Life is too colorful to stay bitter or angry for too long so I try not to take things personally, but I’m sensitive you see. I’m delicate even though I try to be strong. People question my choices and my gender and while I don’t mind being called male or female or whatever there’s some people who think I’m going through a phase or trying to get attention and it upsets me. I don’t like being doubted. No one likes being doubted. I like being liked, so even if I hate someone I will still be nice. So I guess I’m a little two-faced. It’s not that I lie to them I just don’t want to be hated. I’m kind of effeminate that way. I have more of a female personality than a male, because I like pretty things and I gossip. I care a lot about how people see me and I try to behave for cameras but it doesn’t always work, you know. Because I like a good party. Get drunk and flirt with boys I can’t have. Maybe kiss them and tease them long enough and then if they get suspicious that I’m not really a girl I vanish into the sea of people. I’m spoiled and I don’t like getting dirty unless I have to and I’m very organized and prissy. But I’m also quiet and reserved and I don’t really make myself noticed unless it’s needed. I like being alone as much as I like company.
you sound rather interesting, can't wait to get to know you a little more.
My father’s name is Aaron and my mother’s name is Vira. They were glam rock stars until the mid 90’s. My mother turned to acting and modeling and my father started producing. Mostly based in France, by the way, even though my mother is American and my father is French. My father and I are very much alike as far as being more reserved and quiet. He’s also very sensitive and I believe him to be a musical genius, but that’s biased. My mother is the complete opposite, very bubbly and vivacious. She likes making herself known and she’s very spoiled by Father. She has to be the center of everything. I have eleven younger siblings. There are four boys and eight girls. My brother ”Jacque”
and where you are from? what's your story? how did you get here, to tulsa.?
I was really spoiled as a child. We each had our own nanny and a grand house with anything we asked for. My parents were already very established in Europe. They drifted between being gone for a long time and staying home for a long time. I grew used to it but it was hard when they were away. It helped having so many siblings though. I was never lonely because there were always babies. My parents always encouraged me to be how I wanted. Father had no qualms with me playing dress up with Mama’s clothes. Mama, of course, loved it. She would let me buy my own princess dresses or my own little suits and let me do whatever I wanted. Some of my nannies, they came and went, would try and get me to be more like a boy but as soon as Mama and Father found out they would get fired. We were raised to have strong morals and be good people and arts were always supported. We all learned instruments and I caught on very fast. I remember being able to see color very early on but not knowing it wasn’t really normal. Whenever I wrote it was in colored pencils according to how I saw the words but no one really thought anything of it. As I got older we started getting more independent from each other. Me and the second oldest boy started drifting apart because we were so different. I was close with my sisters than with him because I didn’t really want to play fight or throw dirt at people or tease girls. I just wanted to be me and play piano and violin and cello and guitar and whatever else I could find. I got lessons for it all and learned very fast because seeing the notes made it easy. When I was fourteen I got the choice of boarding schools to go to and I said I wanted to learn more about Mama’s family. I wanted to go to school in Tulsa where she grew up to see what it was like. So I got to live with Mama’s cousin while I went to high school here. Now I’m thinking I will stay for college. It’s different from France but I like it. I learned the word for my synesthesia when I was sixteen from my music theory teacher. She asked why my sheet music was in colors so I told her because that’s how they look. We talked for hours about how I see the world and she took me to her therapist friend. He had me look at sheets of numbers and letters and asked me to find the 2’s mixed in with the 5’s and stuff like that. It was easy. Synesthesia. My brother followed to Tulsa soon after me but I don’t really know why. Maybe to get away from everyone else. I’m starting college now and I work as a composer doing little jingles and stuff. I also got roped into some very mean friends but I don’t want to tell them I’m not interested in them. They are mean and powerful people and I don’t want to be on their bad sides.
wow, what a story, well i guess that's all that i have time for. it was a pleasure to meet you and i hope that we meet again.
It was a pleasure meeting you as well.
and for the actual roleplayer
What do you go by? Dee.
How old are you? Twenty-one.
How long have you been doing this? Over ten years.
What timezone are you in? EST.
How can we reach you? Msn, Aim, Skype.
Who else have you got? Bright Eyes., Azrael and Fox.
Canon or Original? Canon. Lorren.
Care to show off your skills?ONLY REQUIRED FOR FIRST CHARACTER.
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